She nodded understandingly. “I get that. That’s how I felt when you hung out with Maya. But Brittany’s my best friend and she needs me. And I guess in someways I need her too. But I care about you, Em. I’m here with you. I promise I’m yours.” She kissed Emily softly again because she was always better with her actions than words when it came to the sentimental shit.
Emily listened to Santana. She knows that she would never cross the boundary and Maya wouldn’t even try, plus her and Santana weren’t even dating then so if Maya made a move on her it wouldn’t make a difference.”Okay..” She whispered and kissed Santana back, smiling up at her.”I’m glad we talked this out, I feel better.” She smiled softly up at Santana, kissing her lightly on the forehead.
“I honestly have no idea,” she replied as she moved over the gear shift and straddled Emily’s lap. She rested her arms around Emily’s neck and eskimo kissed her cutely. “She kept saying something about aliens. I have no fucking clue what she was talking about, but I know it made sense in her head. Eventually it’ll make sense to me too so when I figure it out, I’ll let you know.”
Emily watched Santana straddle her, placing her hands on Santana’s hips involuntary.”Well..I guess..” She furrowed her brows not sure about the way Brittany thinks, but she wasn’t going to question it.”Well…I just really care about you Santana..and I don’t want to lose you and can I be a little honest with you?” She sighed and stared deeply into Santana’s eyes wanting her to hear her out.”I don’t know why, but I get really jealous whenever you are with Brittany. Like because with what you two had before us.”
“I know babe, I did. I told her that this time. Please don’t hate her, okay? She does weird things but I’m telling you she had some reason for doing it.” She cupped Emily’s cheek and pulled her in for a soft, comforting kiss. She really needed her to know that she was there and with her.
“Oh yeah.. and what is that reaso-“She was cut off by Santana kissing her, feeling automatically better, feeling Santana’s kiss, how it felt like she really cared, made Emily melt. She was really head over heels for this girl and now doesn’t know what she would do if she lost her.”Could you tell me what her reason she would do that?” She asked softly, just curious about the whole situation.
“I don’t blame you. I mean I would kill any girl that kissed you. And to be honest, Em. There’s probably a lot of pictures of me and Brittany kissing.” She added quickly, “from before. From before I was with you and she was with Artie.” She felt like she had to remind Emily of that just in case someone tried to trick her.
Emily nodded slowly. She forgot that Brittany and Santana had a past together even when Brittany was dating someone, which makes her not trust Brittany or Santana fully.”Okay.” She whispered and leaned into Santana kissing her on the lips slowly.”I just don’t know what I would do if that ever happen. But please promise me if she tries you again, tell her that you are in a relationship.”
“Because she’s Brittany. She does a lot of things I don’t understand. And I already told you, Em! My eyes were closed because we were tanning.” She reached out to grab Emily’s hand and squeeze it lightly. “I know what happened sucks, but what was I supposed to do? Headbutt her? I told her to never do it again and it won’t. I promise. And I’m sorry I hurt you.”
Emily looked over at their hands together, wiping her tears away with her other hand.”Okay…” She looked up at Santana with a soft smile.”I forgive you. But please…if I ever find another picture like this again..I don’t even know what to think about it..it just hurts that this even happen.” She thought that Brittany would respect Santana’s relationship with her,but not in this case, she feels that she can’t trust the blonde at all.”I’m sorry for even accusing you of cheating..I should trust you more.”
Santana’s jaw dropped at the bomb Emily just dropped. Who the fuck took that picture? They had been totally alone on the beach. “Of course you mean something to me! Look, I can explain that. Brittany and I went to the beach and we were just like hanging out. It was like, a surprise attack kiss. My eyes were closed and everything and all of a sudden she was kissing me. Then I told her she couldn’t kiss me anymore because I didn’t want to ruin things with you.”
“Why would she kiss you in the first place? She knew you were with me. And why didn’t you just stop her right away before it even happened?” Emily shook her head, feeling the tears cascade down her cheeks.”That’s not fair Santana, that’s like if I hang out with Maya and we kissed. You still…cheated.” She broke eye contact with Santana, looking down at her legs, not knowing what to say. And I thought you were in love with me just as much as I’m in love with you.
Santana was excited to see Emily until she saw the post and how sad she looked. That made her reread her text message and cringe. Emily wanted ‘to talk’. That usually meant something really bad, and now her stomach was a big ball of nerves. She pulled on a cute dress then drove over to Emily’s and saw her on the porch. She nodded her head at Emily so that her girlfriend would get into the car. If they were going to talk about something serious she didn’t want Emily’s parents to randomly just burst out of the house. Once Emily got into the car her eyebrows furrowed. “Em, what’s going on? I’m starting to freak out a little.”
Emily ran up to Santana’s car, and sat down in the passenger’s seat, not wanting to make any eye contact. She couldn’t believe Santana would do this to her.”I know what you did…you cheated on me with Brittany.” She sniffled and looked over at Santana, finally making eye contact with her and not wanting to break it, showing her that she is really upset about this.”And don’t lie to me that you didn’t do anything with her because I have proof.” She pulled out her phone out of her pocket, with the picture and text already glowing on the screen , and showed it to Santana.”Why Santana? Why would you do that to me? I thought…I thought I meant something to you.”
Emily never left her room after she gotten the picture that A texted her of Santana kissing Brittany. She cried for what felt like for days but only was for a few hours. she thought that her and Santana were doing really well, and now seeing her that she cheated on her, she felt like she made a mistake. Maybe I should have just had sex with her so this wouldn’t have to happen. She waited for her text from Santana confirming that she was coming over, and quickly wiped the tears from her eyes, trying to stop herself from crying.
She sneaked past her mom in the living room and waited for Santana on the front steps. She didn’t know what she would say to her girlfriend but she knew she wanted answers and doesn’t know what is going to happen after that.
What’s wrong, Em?
Come pick me up. It’s about you anyways..
